I used to work with animals in an animal research facility and I did so for 14 years before management decided to let me go using dishonest methods (basically they lied about something I did and fired me) I loved working with those animals and I got a lot of energy and love from working with them and caring for them. I didn't do the experiments I just treated their injuries and cared for them. So after they fired me I was lost and I ended up working in a hardware store for 3 years. I was miserable for the entirety of those 3 years. Now I have a job working in an animal shelter it is very physical and emotional work which I love. I thought that when I started working with animals again, I would be able to get the energy boost I used to get when I worked with animals at the research hospital. I understand that the situations are different but I am doing basically the same work I did only I am treating animals who are sick because they are strays and I want to get them well so they can find their forever homes. Not to protect some experiments for a researcher who only sees a furry test tube. Could it be that I have a block to accepting the love energy from the animals I am caring for because I still feel unworthy of that love even though I am giving all of my love and energy to them at my job? If so, what can I do to remove that block? I want to give everything to the animals but I need to be able to recharge so that I can come back and give them all my love and energy the next day and the next day I work. They deserve that after all, they have been through. I am open to any meditation or spell ideas to help remove that block.

Thank you for any help. BB