Hey everyone!
Been practicing magic everyday for almost a year now. I’ve seen really significant results in terms of finances, personal growth, attitude, drive and purpose. this stuff really works!
one thing I’ve been having trouble with is the size of my inner world. I’ve also been making art during this time, and between my magical practice, spiritual practice, and the world I’ve made in my art, I feel like im going to explode a lot of the time if I don’t talk to someone about it. With the isolation of coronavirus (which has generally been positive for me) I find that I’m a little intense, and sometimes will just dump my friends all this stuff about my spirituality and how my practice works if I think they’re even a little into it.
I now have several friends who know what I’m up to (generals, not specifics). I feel very vulnerable about it, and I find I worry that they’re judging me negatively for it. I’ve also quite gotten into the more religious side of things and that freaks me out as the people
around me are mostly secular.
anyone had a similar experience to this? Is there a way to protect your magical practice once you’ve let the cat out of the bag? Have ai fucked up??? I’m hoping this is redeemable. I mean, anything is possible so. Just looking to hear from some people who might get this.
blessed be all! ✨🙌🏻✨
I can relate. Anything I was super excited about I felt like I just had to tell everyone and then I'd regret it later. What I discovered was that I was actually directing the energy that I could have used towards achieving goals outwardly rather than containing it and using it towards achieving them. Then I'd wonder why I lost steam! That helped me make the switch. Secrecy is important to me for that reason. BB
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmfimAE9A2U&list=PLDi9K2RECQTYfzEHLk3FPV6nYMo_AvqFo&index=37 This meditation might help you feel your magical practice is more protected :) And you can't unsay what has been said, but going forward you will probably know exactly how much you want to reveal and I'd say that is a successful lesson learned!
Blessed Be Dot 🤗 We're walking a very similar path and the vibe frequency is spot on! Please shoot me an email and if we feel safe enough for verbal chats, I'm UP for it as well! 😊 BB💓
I’ve also had the few religious friends I have (very lightly) try to nudge me in that direction. Which I am attracted to. But i also like what I’m doing here.
How do you grow and change with grace and poise? I’m finding it to be quite the vulnerable experience. 💚