MM! I wanted to share this experience with y'all. I did a spell, fairly early on in my spell casting days, that was seemingly not within my sphere of influence. Suddenly it came to pass, with my very specific vision and incantation I used (to a T!). It was something causing HUGE stress in my life... and I was so grateful and a bit caught off guard. The outcome was going to be hard one way or another, and I just asked for what I felt would be the best option. When I got it, I realized it isn't perfect but it was as good as I could get and all felt well. Now, less than a year later something unexpected happened and we were back at square 1- it all happened so fast and suddenly the absolute worst outcome I could imagine from round 1 came to pass instead. Seemingly worst outcome I should say, a deal has been made but it has not yet played out. Feels like such a slap in the face.

I'm learning a lot about the concept of "this or something better" and what it means to really mean that... also about casting a spell from my ego vs my higher self. Trying to look deep within at the reasons why I wanted things to turn out a certain way so badly and to keep an open mind and heart as I watch this thing play out. Thanks for all the tools @Ariel Gatoga !

I'm sure some of you can relate to this experience...

BB